Joyous, Happy and Free…
Today, I have few demons. I am filled with gratitude every morning when I wake up and I count my blessings before falling asleep each night. As the days pass, I will postdate the rest of my journey to the present, but, I feel I must also speak of today. My journaling of my struggles is a way of putting them to rest, so to speak. My past was a huge part of my life. But, I am not that self-destructive person anymore. It has been difficult to recall and write of some of the behaviors. For many years, I was filled with shame about how I lived. It has been emotionally draining to remember some of my stories. The truth is that all those parts of me have made me who I am today. I feel more whole now than I ever have.
I want whoever reads this to know that there is hope. If you have a thread of hope, hold on to it. And ask for help. It is there. The Light is waiting for you, as it waited for me. The more we focus on the Light, the quicker the Darkness will fade. It will lose strength and the Light will win. We have to want it, we have to dream, be grateful for the baby steps of progress and move forward. For too many years I hung on to the past. It gets heavy and will suck you back in if you let it. Reach out and give back. Let go of the fear and embrace the Love.
I decided to start this blog to get all of this stuff out of my head. I want room for the Joy to take up all the space that I filled with sorrow for so many years. I am a living testamony to the Law of Attraction. My goal today is to attract the Light, to see the good, to be the Light, to share the Light. I want the Light to grow and the Darkness to fade for all of humanity. That might be a lofty goal, but, it is the best one I can think of to have today!
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Deborah,
Beautiful post. And that goal you talk about at the end… I can’t think of a better one a person could have. Thank you for sharing this.